unplanned.

I don’t know why I opened my blog, I just want to. I don’t think I have something to write and post. I tried to think of something to share but still, I could not seem to find the exact words to type. Peculiar, I guess.

Concomitantly speaking, it’s the same as I know that I love him but I can’t think of any reasons why I do so. I just do. It is unexplainable.. indescribable..

I therefore conclude, reasons aren't quite important. We just have to do what our hearts desire. No BECAUSEs. :)

L-O-L moments. :D

SCENE 1: "THE PENCIL"

Starring: Marites Alvares, Emmanuel Samoy Jr., Reynally Oamil and I.

Last Thursday (July 23, 2010), we had our prelim exam on Medical Surgical. Our M.S. was divided into two concepts: M.S. 1 is all about Fluids, electrolytes, acid-base balance, and cardiovascular. It was an 85-items exam. All questions are seemingly ENDLESS. damn!

Furthermore, we took the next 75-items exam on M.S. 2 (renal) right after that lengthy and sleepy M.S. 1 exam. We all felt so tired.. drained.. sort of an out-of-NEURONS feeling. :D

And if you are thinking that our MISERY ended there, you are wrong. Because after those two damn exams, we had our 70-items QUIZ. Hell yeah! You read it right. It was a 70-items QUIZ on M.S. 1!!! (with 3 exclamation points.haha)

Anyway, prior to the quiz, i noticed that MY PENCIL was MISSING!!

Nica: Shit! asan na pencil ko!? nakita mo ba emman? (he was sitting behind me)

Emman: Hindi. (laughing!)

N: Hala! wala akong gagamitin. :(

Mari (sitting next to me): Adik! san mo ba nilagay?

N: Hawak ko lang kanina. Bigla na lang nawala. :(

Reyna: May extra akong pencil. (Lucky me! :D)

N: waah! thank God, buti na lang may extra pencil ka. Buset ung kumuha ng pencil ko, MAMALASIN yun! haha :)

M and E: Oo nga, Babagsak sa exam! HAHA :D

The quiz was over. We passed our papers. Mari suddenly approached me.

M: (Laughing) Nica may kasalanan ako sayo. :)

N: Ano yun?

M: eto pala yung pencil mo oh.

N: haha. murit! nasayo pala.

M: hindi ko din alam bakit eto ung gamit ko.

So yun, we all laughed-out-so-loud! "Sinumpa pa niya, siya pala kumuha!". haha. :D

Scene 2: "pa-PICTURE"

Starring: I, Abegail Castro, and Reynally Oamil

(While we were on the line to sign for the attendance sheet) Abby and I were chatting. Reyna, who was in front of me, was signing na:

Nica: Reyna pa-PICTURE!

Abby: Anong pa-Picture!? HAHA XD

N: hahaha. dapat PAPIRMA sana sasabihin ko ehh. sorry naman. :)

A: [tawa na ng tawa :( ]

HAHA! It was so funny! :D Obviously, I'M-A-PICTURE-ADDICT! :)))

Rain..

The rain is pouring hard. I decided to stay at this cosy couch beside the window where I can distinctly watch the raindrops falling from the dark-blue clouds which nearly conceals the horizon. From here, I can feel the cold breeze flurrying along with the droplets of rain. It causes chills. Rrrr! :)

The sounds which I plainly perceive are the sounds of raindrops on the roof, and the laugh of the kids playing under the rain. Both sound lovely to my ears.

Personally, the rain brings sadness. It’s as if the clouds are crying. It is cold, hush, and sombre. By all means, it’s a gloomy milieu.

It makes me think of the time that had gone by; the days when all I did is crying, the weeks when nobody cared, the months when I felt like giving up, and all the years of hardship, pain, and HAPPINESS.

OMG! Here I go again! one, two, three, and four.... TEARS once more. :(

sleepless night. :)))

It's already 15 minutes after 12 midnight, yet here I am, still on my Dell. Aha! My mom and my siblings are soundly sleeping. Drowsiness is not even coming near me. And for the record, I have a duty tomorrow at 8 in the morning. Gawd! :(

But hell yea! Look at these pictures, thanks to my online picure editor, this sleepless night turned out favourable. haha :))

Fortunate enough. :)

We have this community exposure at Barangay Armenia Tarlac City. Ate Ly-ann and I were assigned to look for environmental hazards. We were walking.. walking... and walking, until a semi-concrete house caught our attention. There we met an ilocano old couple. Lola looks under-nourished, lolo is bed-ridden and having dyspnea. Rapport was easily established because they were very welcoming.

It's just the two of them living there. Their house is not in a good condition, and they don't have any flooring. They have electricity yet no any appliances except for an electric fan for lolo. They use wood in cooking rice or anything. Their food is just coming from their daughters (all were married) who were living a few houses from theirs. They have the simplest life, i can say.

This situation makes me think and say, "thank God I have this kind of life, a life afar from what they have. Though sometimes life may seems so tough, I can proudly say, I AM FORTUNATE ENOUGH!" :)